OHLORDY

IM GONNA MISS ISTANBUL SO MUCH ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY. LIKE DONT EVEN PRETEND TO LAUGH TO COVER UP YOUR TEARS. THIS IS NOT REAL. LALALALALLALA. NOT HAPPENING. NOT HAPPENING. WAKING UP TOMORROW AND ITS NOT GOING TO BE MY LAST DAY. OH LOOK AT THAT MY CALENDER WAS WRONG, ITS ACTUALLY STILL JANUARY. WAHHHHH. I LOVE TURKEY. I LOVE ISTANBUL. I LOVE CIEE. I LOVE STUDY ABROAD. ITS NOT OVER. I REFUSE. ITS JUST ONE BIG PRANK THE INTERNET IS PLAYING ON ME RIGHT?? I CANT HANDLE IT. OHMYLORD. REALITY STRIKES AGAIN. SOMEONE GET ME A TISSUE. ACTUALLY SEVEN. ACTUALLY THE WHOLE BOX. IM NOT EVEN A CRIER YALL WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME!? MUST BE THE TEAR GAS OR SOMETHING. HAH. THAT WAS KINDA FUNNY ACTUALLY. TOO SOON? NAH. NOT TOO SOON.